DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < daaamn.....
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < damn! X33
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < rose
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < im a fuckin troll now!
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < and part beautiful bird
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < and also...
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < a human boy?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < hahaha i dont even
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < shit
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < rose my claws
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < look at these fuckin claws!!!!!
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < *snikt snikt snikt snikt snikt* omg
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < rose LOOK!
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I see your claws, Dave.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: They're neat.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < hahahahaha!
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < holy shit i am a god damn DEBACLE of a thing arent i
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < it
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < is kind of GREAT?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i sort of LOVE THIS??????????
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < BDD
JASPROSESPRITE^2: That's wonderful, Dave and Nepeta.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I'm very happy for you both.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: *Sigh.*
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < whats wrong rose??
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < jasprose i mean
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Nothing.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < *sidles up to jasprose in a coy and hella feline manner sounding tickled as fuck thru my little 3-shaped snout deal*
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < *arches back huge up and being all like bumping into rose with my tall curved back and shit, like cats do im pretty sure?*
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < *fuck yeah they do! omg they do the tall back thing all the time when theyre happy and im doing that right now h33h33*
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Dave...
JASPROSESPRITE^2: What do you think you're doing?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < *davepeta kindly and radly informs jasprose he is doing a bit of roleplaying and no, not even ironically*
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < *i mean... she*
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < shit
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < hrmmm B??
JASPROSESPRITE^2: What?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < jasprose
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < yo um
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < im confused about my gender suddenly
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < what am i now?
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I don't know, Dave.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < well what are you?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i mean
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < what do you f33l like now a boy or a girl
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < your cat was a boy right?
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Yes, he was a boy.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < so what does that make you now???
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I don't know. I hadn't thought much about it.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I think I am probably still a girl?
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Cats don't have particularly deep feelings about gender, or form strong identities around the idea.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < ok thats cool
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < but both dave and nepeta did have strong identities as a boy and girl!
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < so i dunno where that leaves me
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Does it even matter?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i have no idea!!!
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i just started being davepeta like THR33 SECONDS AGO
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < im not sure what matters to me yet
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i think i do like being me though!
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < its a really weird f33ling
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i mean not weird just like jarring in contrast with how both me's spent so long f33ling like
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I think I know what you mean.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < you do?
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Yes I was really having the time of my lives after I became Jasprose.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Well, for a while there, at least.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < fur a while?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < whats wrong now
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Oh, nothing.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < come oooon
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < tell me! B33
JASPROSESPRITE^2: It's hard to put into meows what I am feeling suddenly.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I think it might be...
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Loneliness?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < lonelioness
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < why?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < im here to k33p you company
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < and mad hatter dude is still over there...
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < uh
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < doing... whatever the fuck it is hes doing?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < you still have lots of friends!
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I know.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: But since your... transformation...
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Some feelings I thought I had put behind me at the moment of MY transformation quickly returned.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: They were dug up from their shallow graves and left on my doorstep by... you know what?
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I'm not even in the mood to finish that incredibly apt analogy. You will have to connect the dots yourself.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < what f33lings returned?
JASPROSESPRITE^2: As a cat I never had any other girl cats around to be friendly with.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: That was a very simple emotion with which I could probably cope, if it was all that was in play.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: The Rose half is more complicated.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I have memories from a lot of Roses.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Is this true for you as well? I mean, memories from many Daves and Nepetas?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < yeah......
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < it uh
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < sure is a clusterfuck of sad dead daves and sad dead nepetas in my head
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < it f33ls alright tho
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < like im a lot more detached from those experiences than i ever felt before?
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < but also
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < there is a distinct f33ling of having one dave and nepeta stand out from the crowd of memories
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < the versions of davesprite and nepeta i existed as right up until we both shook hands
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < they still kinda f33l like the "main" ones ya know?
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Yes, exactly.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: The Rose I was prior to this had just lost everything before she was killed.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Her friends and also her matesprit.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: When I came back as a sprite, not as Jasprose yet mind you, I was relieved to see everybody again...
JASPROSESPRITE^2: But it was also a melancholy return.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I knew that she couldn't be with me anymore, because I was no longer Real Rose.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: But when I became Jasprose, everything changed again.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I was a whole new being!
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Before me stretched a horizon full of small distant and slightly jostling curiosities to investigate, because you never know when something like that might turn out to be a mouse.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: There were so many, many new pawsibilkitties.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < dude i must say i am so stoked for the cat things youre sayin!
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Shoosh, Dave. And yes I concur about the cat things.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Anyway, one of the new things that opened up to me was...
JASPROSESPRITE^2: The idea that I didn't have to be alone anymore.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: That I was reborn, more thrilled to be alive than I can ever remember being in any incarnation.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: And that there was someone perfect waiting for me to bring her back.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Another estranged soul like me.
JASPROSESPRITE^2: And now...
JASPROSESPRITE^2: I guess it's all ruined.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < whats ruined
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Never mind, Dave.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < come on tell me!
JASPROSESPRITE^2: Forget it.
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < rose...
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < jasprose!!
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < dammit
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < you cant possibly just leave the story there
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < pawsibly
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < fuck
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < still gettin the hang of mastering my cute as hell urge to do cat puns litterally whenever it could conceivably occur to me
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < litterally lmao thats a good one
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < jasprose
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < jasprose
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < jasp
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < jaspycat
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < shit thats a bad nickname sorry
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < jasprose
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < JASPROSESPRITE SQUARED!
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < you were talkin about nepeta werent you
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < i mean me
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < or part of me B33
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < tell me!
DAVEPETASPRITE^2: B33 < tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me tell me...