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    JADESPRITE: i dont want to be here, i have to go back
JADESPRITE: but i dont know how
 JADESPRITE: can you help me?
 JADE: you want me to help you...
 JADE: die again?
 JADESPRITE: yes, i think thats what i would like
 JADESPRITE: i cant take this, i wasnt ready to come back
 JADESPRITE: not like this
 JADE: wow...
 JADE: ok, i know this is my fault
 JADE: but that is a really hard thing to ask me to do!
 JADE: even if it was possible the way you are now
 JADE: i dont think i could go through with it :(
 JADESPRITE: boo hoo hoo hoo hoo
 JADE: ok ok shhhhh...
 JADE: jade listen
 JADE: i never did tell you why i brought you back
 JADE: and it may be that
 JADE: if you attempt what i wanted you to do in the first place
 JADE: god i cant believe im saying this...
 JADE: but you might end up getting what you want anyway
 JADE: because it was always going to be risky
 JADESPRITE: what is it?
 JADE: well, you remember the guy who destroyed prospit?
 JADESPRITE: oh god D:
 JADESPRITE: ohh god noooooo...
 JADE: shh!!!
 JADE: anyway, he is the reason i brought you here
 JADE: he has the same powers you have, making him unbeatable to us...
 JADE: but maybe not you!
 JADE: so you could go find him and
 JADESPRITE: you want me to fight him???
 JADE: um
 JADESPRITE: are you crazy? do i look like i am ready to fight anybody???????
 JADE: i just thought
 JADE: as long as youre here
 JADESPRITE: i cant fight anybody!
 JADESPRITE: jade i am scared and confused and sad and...
 JADESPRITE: i wouldnt even know how to begin fighting that horrible guy
 JADESPRITE: i would be too afraid of him to even go find him
 JADE: but
 JADE: i thought you wanted to die?
 JADE: you wouldnt go even if he could...
 JADESPRITE: no i dont want him to kill me!!!
 JADESPRITE: you just dont understand aaaaa boo hoo hoo
 JADE: jeez...
 JADE: youre right, i really dont
 JADESPRITE: BOO HOO HOO HOO
 JADE: i said SHH!
 JADE: wow
 JADE: jade...
 JADE: i dont mean to be insensitive but
 JADE: there is a lot at stake here!
 JADESPRITE: woof
 JADE: i... pfhehe, dont change the subject!
 JADE: i mean, dont you remember what this was all about?
 JADE: what you were working for... what WE were working for all those years before you died?
 JADE: remember what we saw in the clouds, or what the queen told us?
 JADESPRITE: uh...
 JADE: how could you not remember john survived?
 JADE: we both saw him in a cloud! he was in his dream suit and awake, reading our letter!
 JADE: didnt you think about that?
 JADESPRITE: ummmm, so? what does it matter?
 JADE: ...
 JADESPRITE: it was all a lie jade. what we saw in the clouds and all that. none of it meant anything
 JADE: what!!!!!
 JADE: how can you SAY that?
 JADESPRITE: it was a nice life, but everything we did lead to nothing
 JADESPRITE: john and i both died, and i eventually accepted that and moved on
 JADE: JOHN DIDNT DIE!!!
 JADE: omg...
 JADE: this is so frustrating, i just told you he didnt
 JADE: i knew i was kind of ditzy and forgetful in my dreams, but
 JADESPRITE: boooo ho-
 JADE: SHHHHH! okaaaaaay, jeez!
 JADE: i just dont know what to think
 JADE: i guess you are part of me, and you are who i was when i slept
 JADE: but it makes me sad to think i would act like this
 JADESPRITE: act like what?
 JADE: i would like to think that even if i was sad and scared, if i was put in a position where everyone depended on me, i could put all those feelings aside and do whats right!
 JADESPRITE: but i dont know whats right
 JADE: yes you do!
 JADE: even though you dont want to be, youre here now, and there are still people who need you
 JADE: there is still something worth fighting for!
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